eatmythongs

2011-06-17T18:09:00.001+08:00

nwvovhbkwquyefcxequrkfhlew everytime i get to typing a blog post?? (not like there are many times) i just want to say some silly superficial nonsense. fuck!

2010-02-10T21:14:00.001+08:00

He must be thinking, can't she just f.ing GO AWAY.

2010-02-10T21:13:00.001+08:00

He must be thinking, can't she just f.ing GO AWAY.

2010-01-25T21:15:00.000+08:00

Today Khoo talked about irony.

It was pretty ironic by itself cos he's such an irony... Right? :) Heh.

Btw, you're such an irony too. What, so many people hate you already and you still go around bitchin'? Whoa, -.- to the core plz.

Whoaaaaaaaaaa tireddddddddd. Ok gb.

you've got me wondering why

2010-01-24T20:09:00.001+08:00

Hey you. :) Had this awesome sleep last night. Mmmm, yeah. Finally. *whistles*

Btw...

I need quite a few stuff > highwaisted shorts, grey long cardi, denim jacket, floral skirt, black flats... Dang.

Love you, goodbye.

whoa

2010-01-17T15:26:00.000+08:00

I know who I can trust, and who I can't, but some people are just caught in between.

Dislike myself for getting all despondent on some trivial stuff, though I already promised myself beforehand I wouldn't. Does that happen to you too?

I'm really bad at decipher mixed signals so please please please make it crystal clear cos I need(to be needed and I need) to see it.

Got into shadow exco for ATC. Nothing to say, except that I've gotta work harder this year, cos the stress is already piled up high and is going higher. Felt this level of stress only @ about 3/4 into 2009, and now, @ the end of Week 2 Term 1, I'm already bummed.

School is f(cking KILLING ME and digging out my guts and butchering me alive... and it's only the bloody Week 2. Lessons are going at breaknecklightning speed, forced to pay attention @ EVERY lesson if not I'm sure to lag behind all the other smartasses in 3/1. Triple science is tough shit... z.z There's like 2 tests next week, Geog and Mensuration (Maths). ...loud sigh.

Got Bio hw, trying to open my file and take the worksheet out but hands are not moving the way I want them to... Maths hw just does not register in head (It's like I don't have any Maths homework but I bloodyhellasshit do... It's simple not keyed into my mind, not like last year where I do it on the day... Mr Chye does not motivate me, unlike Ms Leow. So gonna fail Maths. Ms Leow, where are you?!?!)

Tired, as in lethargic and slightly tiredoflife kinda thing. Zzz... School's extended hours are not helping. (Don't say it's fair "cos the sch's starting later too". Because it's only starting like 10 mins later, makes no damn difference. And they're pushing the end back 1h. Zz)

+ don't try bitching about her to me, because no matter what I'd be behind her all the way. People WILL find out, be it sooner or later. And to you don't believe everything that people say (I learnt that the hard way.). Stay out of things that're not your concern.

+ With this attitude you'll never get far in life, just take a look at yourself. People know damn well already. Though your influence reaches out further than me, at least my conscience is clear(er than yours).

To Jessie: Don't kill yourself anymore. (look further around you) Love, stay strong.

NYE 2009

2009-12-31T09:58:00.001+08:00

Sup. :) Marion, Justin ("Jon"), and Ba came to my house today. :D

Marion & Justin were "in ATC".

He messed with my guitar, and we all sang. Blah blah. Wanted to catch Sherlock Holmes @ AMK Hub but when we arrived it was already 2.05pm and the show was @ 2pm + the queue was ... -.- soo it was :B

Ba went to the library and we all chilled at Macs.

Woah and I swear Marion's hair is the longest I've actually really seen!!!!! :O!!

Kk, NYE today, hopefully Dad will organize smth fun. If not -.- and I'd miss Justin's house party for nothing. But I'll still be unable to go whatever the circumstances.

Have a happy NYE, everyone :D! 'cept you. :) HAH.

m.mystique

2009-12-28T13:37:00.002+08:00

HAI!

Soooo i've met this kewl neu friend: MARION :D!!! Hahaha she's cool shiatz :D!

Defiance+Lit+Drama+Nigahiga+Coldplay FTW!! HAHA.

Omg prisoner week again. -.- I think I'm gonna ask the S.Clique to come over tomoz. :)))) k bai <3

are you?

2009-12-23T11:03:00.004+08:00

YO. :) I'm back, sort of. Cotton On's having a friggin 50% sale, read: W.T.F! Will spam clothes today. WEEE. No tagboard, comment if you wish. P24 (blogshop)

SORRY JEREMY i'm just not getting the factual-y vibe today.

2009-10-17T20:23:00.001+08:00

HI :D:D:D I am a happy girl :D:D:D Deepavali visit to Sang's tmrw. Yayzzzzzzzzzzz. :D

Hiatus until forever.

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD hehe i luv all of you k. *happy smile*

2009-10-15T18:41:00.000+08:00

He's dying for you, girl. Your indecision kills him. It tears him apart. Please stop the torture because he's a great guy and he doesn't deserve this.

days of summer

2009-10-14T17:16:00.001+08:00

Hello :D:D:

EOYs over, JOY.

Watched (500) Days of Summer with Ba today :D Supposed to watch with Sa and Sang and Dhurg too but they couldn't make it !#$%@@$^@#^$@#%#@

ANYWAY

(Y)

Thomas (Joseph Gordon-Levitt) IS AWESOME KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK :D he's so cute and he's so obsessed with Summer (Zooey Deschanel) it's cuteeeeeeeeeee. :D LOVE :D

2009-10-12T18:07:00.000+08:00

Hi friends. Stupid blog. It's so pathetic and loserish.

Anyway, am supposed to be revising once more for Science EOY tmr, but i CAN'T BE BOTHERED manzzzzzzz.

ZzzzZzZz.

(500)DOS on Wednesday CAN'T WAIT PLZZLLZLZ.Z..Z.Z.Z.ZS.ZLSSLZLWKFJDHGWKEF.

JEREMY (Y)!! Random

Am on better terms with Fengcheng now, YAY. Less headaches.

Oh and you know what i didn't fricken SLEEP AT ALLLLLL last night i mean wtf. And i had maths today. Screwed up manz.

Trying not to say "fuxk" because... Just because.

BYE LUVS (LLLLLLL)

i luv the caffeines (R) bz jezlouz.

2009-09-27T17:19:00.003+08:00

Jillian

Thinking back, I hardly remember how we met. But you are a really awesome friend. (I have STM!) Remember this...? (picture) Still keep it with me, for old times sake. Your command of the language is good, real good. Somehow makes my feel inferior. Well, I always know that whenever I need help for English or Literature, you're the best in it! Haha. Thanks for your card, posted this because I wanted to remind myself to run!. Hope I'll really go running soon! Yeah, really do... Good luck with your Lit Elec/Core! Heard the text for next year is really interesting.

Hairbands! HAHA! :D

lpwn.blogspot

Thank you Jeremy. :D

I had so much to say but now when I'm typing this, I can't seem to verbalise any of it. :B

T H A N K Y O U

:)

Hiatus until ... i bother to blog. Will show you my (hopefully) wonderful EOY report slip :D!!!

2009-09-11T15:58:00.002+08:00

"以前的一切只是错觉, 我会努力冷却记忆"
I'll forget you, in time.

HI FANS. :)

I'm back! Hehehez.

So, a few things have happened.

1. I got all As for my CA2 :) (see faceook for the image)
2. Went out w/ JeremyDaisyHaydenJessie :)
3. Went out w/ CAFFEINES <3
4. Holidays.

So... Yeah. :) Everything's on facebook :)

I have lost the will to blog. Sorry peepz. Another time/ Maybe in my next life? :)

Anyway, i update my facebook everyday, so if you want just check there for happenings.

birthday party '09

2009-08-22T18:58:00.003+08:00

I'm a happy girl today :)

Had this aweeeeeeeeeeeesome birthday party (my b'day's on 28th Aug).

:DDDDDDD.

Thanks:

Angela
Bavani
Clarence
Eugene
Jianting
Pancy
Raj
Sandra
Sean
Xinping

for coming and making this party fab. <3 you guys!!!!!!!

Most of the time was spent @ the playground, playing Blind Mice, Ice and Freeze, Line Game, Monkey, Basketball etc. And Jianting was very fashionably late. And Ba left fashionably early. Haha.

Teeheez, we should do this every week. 8)

LUVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

i think we have an emergency

2009-08-21T20:34:00.004+08:00

Topped Lit, uh huh. Parents gave a nod of approval. Yeah, i know...

My party's tomorrow, huzzah! :D Haha. Can't wait yep. Those who're going, look frwd to pizza, nuggets, seaweed chickz, samosa (LOL), ice cream, curry, pasta (?), and other coolioz stuff :)

Woke up @ 5.30 today, and went toilet, and when i came back couldn't sleep. Fruck! 1 hour lost. :(

for a pessimist i'm pretty optimistic

2009-08-20T16:22:00.008+08:00

I should try being optimistic and such on my posts but i'm hardly a ray of sunshine.

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shut up Jillian

I don't know how some people can force a smile everyday and i really wish i could too. It would be so much easier to fake it until i feel it but my body doesn't work like how my brain wants it to. I know i can be a better friend to so many people but again, i can't fake it until i feel it, unlike so many. I wish i could, so people would start caring about me, but i'm just not fake. I can't be fake because i just motherfucking can't. I'm just angsty and loud, that's who i am. And i also don't know how people can let PMS not get to them... Lucky them. This post wouldn't be here if not for my PMS. But sry readers, if you have been expecting a cheery and sunny post... Then bye.

I should be looking forward to my party but i'm not. This is going to be a sad birthday.

/edit

GOING RUNNING YAY FOR UN-SLOTH-NESS :)

//edit

my heart sank deeper than the titanic. well, on the brighter side, you're talking to me.

diamonds

2009-08-19T20:36:00.003+08:00

-deleted- I'm probably PMSing, and i hope I'll be feeling better tomorrow.

sry jeremy.

3 cheers for 5 years

2009-08-18T19:51:00.002+08:00

Yayz. 33/35 for Maths, 2nd in class. :) :D :) :D :)

Went running alone today.

Am feeling very lethargic nowadays... :( And i sleep at 9.30 and wake up at 6.30. What?!

No inspirationzz, gonna go blogshopping :D

makes me wonder

2009-08-17T18:12:00.012+08:00

It's sad how some people have many hidden agendas.

It's sad how some people are willing to step on everyone and anyone's hard work to get to the top.

It's sad how some people put on a smile when you're around and take it off to bitch about you when you're away.

It's sad how some people can't make up their mind on how they feel and end up hurting others in their irresolution.

It's sad how some people don't actually give a damn when they listen to your deepest troubles... And show it.

It's sad how some people can't grow up and be the slightest bit mature.

It's sad how some people just can't be bothered but when it's time for them to prove their worth, they leech off someone else's effort.

It's sad how some people overreact just to get attention.

It's sad how some people expect you to listen to their woes and couldn't care less about your troubles.

It's sad how some people are obviously lying and expect you to believe them.

It's sad how some people hardly notice it when you succeed but make a big fuss over a failure.

It's sad how some people conveniently forget those who helped them so much in the past and pretend nothing happened.

It's sad how some people don't take responsibility for their actions and let someone else be the scapegoat.

It's sad how some people like to derogate others with falsities just so they won't lose out.

It's sad how some people can't forgive mistakes of the past.

It's sad how some people just won't change for the better.

It's sad how some people act like slags and give their bodies up ever-so-willingly when girls in other countries are being molested against their will everyday.

It's sad.

cah-cah-rahr

2009-08-16T13:45:00.005+08:00

"See these? These are my wilderness explorer badges. You may notice one is missing. *points* This is my assisting to elderly badge. If I get it, I'll be a senior wilderness explorer! The wilderness must be explored! Cah-cah-rahr! *Mr Frederickson's hearing aid screeches*"

- Russell, Up

Up is one of the best Pixar animations i've ever seen :)

I didn't watch the 3D one though, but the storyline was very touching, and the humour was not overboard but funny all the same. 5/5, great show.

Carl Frederickson (the old man) and Russell (chubby wildlife explorer boy) were so cute omg hahahah! Russell = heartz!!!!!! :D:D

Omg Russell is so damn cute hahahaha omg.

Happy Birthday, Chelzzzzzzzzz :):):) (15/8/09)

secret

2009-08-14T15:01:00.006+08:00

"When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace."

- Jimi Hendrix

Luv that quote.

TODAY IS A HISTORIC DAY BECAUSE > SaGH"Q"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good luck Sa! :) And get well soon.

/edit

I was about to say we failed.

//edit

I was right... And i am so drained i could die. Maths tuition was highly unyielding... Was half-dead most of the time.

Going to the gym... Am gonna ded.

when it rains

2009-08-13T19:35:00.002+08:00

Hello. Geog test was easy peaz, except for 1st MCQ qn and the dumb Singapore map qn. No one knew the exact answers haha. And it's Sungei Buloh Wetland Reserve... Not Nature. Fzck, right!!!!!!!!!!

Did i say yesterday was a sweeeeet day? Hehz.

K, went running w/ Ba today. Felt like walking so many times lolz, but *coughJeremycough* you don't give up like that :DDDD

:))))) life is great (sort of).

summer of '69

2009-08-12T19:58:00.002+08:00

Happy girl today, :)

The best birthday present would be... :)

Haha, can't wait for Jeremy/Daisy/My 's birthday party @ Jeremy's. :))zzxxzx.x

Mrs A SUXXXXX. If you're reading this, Mrs A, sorry but you do. Why do you keep showing attitude to our class? It's rly pissing everyone off. No offence but you don't even have the patience to teach us in the 1st place, so stop saying we "don't know anything"! It's your job to teach us, right? And you didn't even tell us the test was today, not yesterday. I even had to post on the forum and Mr N said "your teacher would have told you". But did you? No. Just last week when we cfmed the date w/ you, you were like, ohhh it's Tuesday! C'mon man. You daresay "we don't know anything"? Well, who was the one who didn't even know the date of the test they're setting? And you expect us to hand in the file tmrw. You didn't even like tell us beforehand, stop denying k. It's v. unprofessional. Not like we suck rly bad in the subject or what. So stop being so pissy. It's damn fucked up and immature, losing ur temper at us for no good reason.

Anyway... History test sucked. :( Studied Mr Eu's notes only and that wasn't enough tho he said that it was!!!!! :( shed tears of despair during the test. Yah i know, so ???. Haha ok cyaz.

2009-08-11T19:19:00.001+08:00

Jealousy loves me, i swear.

summer kisses and silly smiles

2009-08-10T17:51:00.001+08:00

Hey, back from M'sia :)

Bought my skinnies, like finally yay :)

NDC '09

2009-08-07T14:59:00.002+08:00

:))))

NDC was quite fun today, hehe.

Sadly Ba, Sa and I wasted $1.50 each for 1/4's Haunted House which sucked. Sorry juniors but it was a really amateur effort. >:\ 2/4's stall was rly pathetic, hahahaha. Was mainly a hairspraying booth. -_-

Saw ! today, <3! :):):)

After the carnival, went to AMK Hub's foodcourt and ate lunch w/ 2/4ians. :)

Wish i could've gone to Bugis or something :((((

Haiz, nvm. Next time!

Pictures @ CLICK

2009-08-06T20:02:00.001+08:00

Hi homies<3

National day carnival tomoz, hehe finally found smth to wear. My mum's verynice skinnies & my spongebob top, wehehehheheheheheehehe YAYYYYY

Her skinnies doesn't make me look as elephant as my own white skinnies, yay hahahah.

Ok, last post until Monday/Tuesday. :) I wanna top Science, Geog, and Lit. :)

See everyone tmr, :)))) visit atc's and 2/4's store, yes? :D

well baby, that's just me

2009-08-05T19:57:00.002+08:00

So... I feel that something is missing right now. Hmm.

There're some rly self-egoistic stuff I thought about just now... and i know most people would agree with what i think, but it's so conceited lmaozz.

Hope the dumb storytelling tmrw will be a quick affair, like 1h or so, if not i'll just say i've got to go and leave. I haven't even been attending the previous sessions, and tmrw's the last one, lol. So pointless.

I really look like some white elephant in my white skinnies, boo. :( My thigh-butt area is like... hugez0rz. @_@ What am i gonna wear on Friday????? :(

Okay, so, i've been really bright and sunny nowadays, hehe yay :) I really like myself this way, it makes me way more optimistic about everything, and that's great :D I've just given up on saving some things and it's really made me happier. My seemingly-vain efforts to reduce my sensitivity has finally been fruitful, and i hope this will lastttttttttt :) But it probably won't when PMSing. Lolk.

:) :) :) :) :) :) :)

Wish he was in my cca/i was in his, will ttly mhfhohilwm if i was.

am i more than you bargained for yet

2009-08-04T18:53:00.002+08:00

Hello. :)))))))

Haha,i luv myself nowadays, been rly concentrating in school, like rly concentrating, not talking to XP half the time during maths or what lolzzzzz. And also been doing my homework AT HOME (i normally chiong in school, not copy ah), like WOW right lol.

Yay, i can get better marks now and hopefully pwnz the level \m/

Sigh, my bowels are trippin' on me. D: shiz.

I think i rly needa update my facebook profile picture... but i've no chio pics, how? :(

K, imma browse thru my large library of camwhorez.

Can't wait fr Friday... MALAYSIA!! & national day clbrtns in sch, lol wtvr. Hope Chelsea goes back to Muar :)

luka

2009-08-02T17:36:00.002+08:00

Hi. :)

I bought a necklace @ $4 and 6 pairs of earrings @ $4, it's ttly cheap, kkz.

Updated wishlist again, find the link under my profile :)

d'oh!

2009-08-01T20:33:00.003+08:00

It's my birthday month :) *hint, hint*

Hehe. Today was an unlucky day. Many dreadful stuff happened. Too appalled to talk about it.

Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Am already studying fr Week 7's tests (week right aft. national day) because i'll be gng to M'sia on that weekend. :\

Sighzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. :\\\\\\\

Again, visit my blogshop.

2009-07-30T19:37:00.002+08:00

Yay, i think i'm starting to forget you.

Once again, THANK YOU JEREMY :)

Rly, thanks so much :D

/edit

i want a dslr very much thx

heheheheheh

2009-07-30T15:42:00.002+08:00

Omg, i finished chengnanjiushi (chinese storybook) in like 3 days :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I'm fucking proud of myself, omg. It's like damn long, 200 pages okay! Do i rock or what!

KkkKkKkkKkKkKKKKkkKkKkkKKkkKkKkkk.

What do i post about. -_-

Anyway, going running in 15 minutes time. Adios, s amigos!

with flowers in my hair

2009-07-29T17:23:00.005+08:00

I wrote a poem for you today sighz.

Damn, my views are getting pathetic. My tags are worse, man.

I woke up at 4.30 this morning. What the hell, right. :( Couldn't sleep 'til 6, then had a horrible dream about my dad like having cardiac arrest or what and driving the car into the ocean. Goshz.

So many tests on week 7, (2 wks frm now), and i'm going to malaysia :((((((( I'm so dead.

Tiring. Can't wait fr a girlfs outing. :\ Need so many stuffs... z.

harder to breathe

2009-07-28T12:48:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Yes, i was PMS-ing yesterday. Sorry people if i was rly a bztch. Am going to open this blog soon. Hehe, no one can see mai postzzx.

shotgunbullets@bs, PLEASE DO VISIT<3!!!!!!!

Support, yes? :)

another self-pity post

2009-07-27T20:07:00.003+08:00

I hate being pessimistic. I rlyrly want to be cheerful and optimistic and everything but it's tough. I wish i could shut some things out but i can't, and that's why i'm struggling. Sigh, i know what i'm going through is no big deal compared to so many others, but i'm just oversensitive and i can't help it, as much as i wanna be numb. I need you a lot but i guess we can't have it all. I'm so drained again, today, even though napfa was kind of good, sorta. Damn, i hate myself like this. Being so helpless, the damsel-in-distress no one wants to save. It's horrible being helpless. It's so useless wallowing in self-pity. And i hate saying "i can't help it", because i can but i'm not strong enough. Everyday i hope tomorrow would be a better day but i know it won't. I know i'd get hurt somehow, because i seem to notice the most minute details. The quick flash of emotions in people's eyes. The small actions people don't think others would notice. I want to end this, i really do. But, fuck, i'm just like this. There's so many things that i can't touch, i'm torn.

dead end again

2009-07-26T15:14:00.005+08:00

So i've this new blogshop w/ twin.

shotgunbullets

Please do visit, thx.

- -

Sighz, can never figure you out.

Sigh, school tmrw again.

This part of the post has been deleted.

(it's all up to you.)

if only time flew like a dove

2009-07-25T21:21:00.000+08:00

Post 500.

All i need is a distinctive signal and i'm done.

2009-07-25T14:51:00.003+08:00

Although i appreciate it.

I think i'm going to just cry

i can't explain this.

/edit

the hate just fizzled away.

and i did cry

my weakness is that i care too much

2009-07-24T19:51:00.004+08:00

Hello.

I'm gonna start with a ranty rant... though not as ranty as compared to if i were writing this 3 hours ago.

So what if you don't like me, huh. You fucker(s) don't know a shit about me, kk. I've been through so much, at least more than you. And i can tell you, that i've seen the worst of 2/4, or almost the worst. Or at least how mean some people in 2/4 can really be. And it's not a pretty sight.

You think i'm an antisocial lian. Yeah, okay. Fair enough, my belt is low, my hair is messy and whatnot. But come on, what the fuck? A lian? Maybe just how i look but definitely not how i carry myself (apart from the way i look). Hey, i got top for Geog and History, and A1 for Maths, and among the top 3 in English, and 2nd for Lit in class for SA1, kk. How can a lian be as clever? Sure, there are smart lians but wutthefuck. Okay, nvm. Another thing. I'm ttly English. Surely you know that? I can't verbalize a simple sentence in Chinese without sounding foreign or odd. Gosh.

Next. Antisocial. Know what? I think you're rly blind. Start observing me without prejudicing, then you judge.

Anyway, i'm just guessing it's this particular someone in 2/4. I don't care, yes i make wild, uneducated guesses. But whatever you can szck my balls. I hate people who hate me, and trust me, i know.

- -

A LOT of people didn't come to school today. Like almost half the class, wowzerz. Hahaha. Because of H1N1 and all sorts of quarantines and LOAs, you know, all those shit. The normal 2/4 is like it were a normal day's Higher Chinese, so... quiet. (our Higher Chinese class only has about 20 people on normal days)

Goodbye, kiddos. Hope for a nice weekend and a nice next-week on Monday.

/ps Finally you stopped your "devious deeds". Never thought that day would come, but it did. I'm still open for any form of regret, really. Don't think it will happen, though. Oh well, my heart's all in scars now. Just that yours left quite a big scar... But still. We were only about a month, if you could put it in a plural form. Ho-hum, whatever.

and see you looking back

2009-07-23T18:10:00.003+08:00

eatmythongs@livejournal

Yes, i have moved...

Wonder if it's permanent, though. Will see. Do continue checking this blog for updates in case i decide livejournal is pissy :)

Nvm, decided i won't move after all... :\

Today, i learnt how to fold a rose. Kudos to you-know-who-you-are-if-you-even-read-my-blog aka person-beside-me-in-class-on-the-left.

Damn, in the process of stepping onto the facking dreadful downward spiral i've just gotten myself out of, DAMN. Jillian, snap out of it, pleaseeeeeeee, oh god. ajaivcnhqwovhqoewfhoqewyfuoerqjepr.

Overheard some things i'm not supposed to hear because it would have made my heart *shatter sound*.

:( COME ON JILLIAN APPRECIATE YOUR LIFE AS IT IS NOW DONT RUIN IT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

muthafuck.

2009-07-21T15:52:00.000+08:00

Dammit, i wish my mum allowed me to go out.

Oh my god, just remembered. i have t' do the chinese planner my mum asked me to. Wtfffffffff.

ur so gay

2009-07-21T10:58:00.002+08:00

so she's angry with you too? _, oh, _. still haven't got the balls, huh. you'd better apologise to her, cuz if not you wont have any other girls to abuse (except _ but she's not yours)
i wonder why you dont have the guts to say you're wrong and you're sorry or at least
EXPLAIN WHY YOU LET US DOWN.
or maybe you didn't think you let us down? fuck, how blind can you get?! if you don't want us to talk to you ever ever again at least tell us, right? instead of ignoring us and being lack-guts. how many times have i said this? you won't say anything. i bet you don't even know you've let us down! oh, my god. hope you're happy now. if _ forgives you yet again like i used to
then i'll pray for her. you suck a lot. betcha don't have the balls to reply. betcha don't even wanna reply! heck, you don't even know what i'm talking about, do you?
well. thought so. at least _ has a bloody clue. sometimes you're just daft.

Suck on that. I know you won't reply, because of what i've being saying all along:

YOU DON'T HAVE ANY BALLS

There's really no other way to put it.

she said i won the battle but i lost the war

2009-07-20T16:59:00.003+08:00

Hi.

Harry Potter & the Half-Blood Prince was okay. I'd give a 3.5/5.

Quite disappointing in the action part, but 5/5 for romance :D

*SPOILER ALERT*
Ginny ends up with Harry

Hermoine ends up (sort of) with Ron

It was great to see Ginny making out with the Dean guy, hahaahaha omg.

Oh, and the Cormag dude who's after Hermoine, SO FUNNY. Like some perv. Hur.

*********MEGA SPOILER ALERT!!!!!!!!!!!********
Dumbledore dies, but i think everyone knows that already.

The Horcrux which Dumbledore drinks is not the real one. I fucking hated that part where they found out (it wasn't the real one).

And, the Half-Blood Prince is... *drumroll* Severus Snape.

**Spoilers end.**

If you haven't watched the movie and you read the spoilers... Well, sucks to be you.

/edit

FUCKING HATE YOU OMG OMGOMGGGGGGGGGG. Why must you do this to me, you assfucka. Wah, hate you like !@!$!%@#%$#@%^&^&(&*(. You have no ballz, JKFC. SO OBVIOUS BUT HECK, YOU FUCKING SUCK FUCKING BALLZ. Feel like punching you. *grabs pillow and mutilates it*

Why am i getting so angry for nthg neways? I DON'T CARE. I AM OVERSENSITIVE GET IT.

Oh, and also, I HATE YOU!!!! [as you can see] I don't even think you'll bother to ask me why i hate you so much because you have no testicles. Right?

Hur, thought so! What a surprise indeed. Ball-less. What a luzer.

- -

I think i got A for 2.4km, yey. Because i won XP and she got an A. :)

Hahahha. Okay. I promise i'll wear ethnic costume to Racial Harmony Day next year. Promise!

My mum is really ignorant, man... Doesn't allow me to go out tmrw. Want me to stay at home and do a planner on how i'm gonna improve my chinese. Like wtf right?!?!!??! I'll just be spamming the computer, srsly!! Like she doesn't know. Maybe i should've lied to her that i was going to Sandra's/Sangee's/etc for SRP again... urgh. So wanna go out w my gfs plz!!!!!!! >:@

Oh, and my Cotton On dresses aren't all that brill. :(

Kk, cyaz. Tag meh, arses!!!

walls

2009-07-18T13:02:00.002+08:00

Recycled blogskin. Will edit it nxt time. Lunch now.

Cut my hair, zz. Harry Potter ltr, cya.

i'm falling in between, tearing up at the seams

2009-07-17T20:47:00.002+08:00

2.4 today, think i ran okay-ish... Sa was uber fast as usual.

Oh, and i ran faster than XP. Hehehhehe :DDDDD

So damn relieved, it's the weekends!

Omg <3333333 I'm so tired of school already. :( Bad sign, bad sign.

At least today was a relatively good day, as compared to usual school days where im like zombie-like.

and yay get to wear mah dress tmr, heartz.

cry me a river

2009-07-16T19:56:00.003+08:00

I don't know where to start...

Blah day. D&T was gay, as was Chua (Linda).

Had to do Yingyongwen for chinese, z.

Very lethargic-y today. Hopes Jessie will buy mai items, need buxx for i dont know whatz. Oh yah, for my $30 Cotton On dresssssss. Tsk2. I shall choose the chio-er one to pay for (my mum paid the other one).

Can't wait fr the wknd, Hairy Bladder (hahahaha so old joke)!! :))) And also, can chill. Bloody friday...

Damn, 2.4 tmrw. Kill me please.

Tag me, people. I want my tagboard to be nicely filled up.

it was the very first time that i lost my mind for a week

2009-07-14T15:41:00.006+08:00

GWS, Ba!

K, horrible day. I don't know why at the end of the day, i started going a little insane, emotional even (??)

Weird, gaspgasp.

- - some enlightenment time. (???) skip if you'll go like, UGH so Jillian, moaning about life again. doesn't she know she sucks? [i know who'll say that. :-D don't deny it] - -

I have discovered... the problem was always with me. I'm not trying to accuse anyone. Just stating a fact-of-life.

I was and still am just the oversensitive Jillian. They don't hate me, and they never did. I wish i could be more thick-skinned. And oblivious. Ah, but i can't. I will deal with this. :) I will stop being so jealous. I will give them space, i will accept it if they leave me out... i'll just hang out with my other girlfs. I will. I will because i'm Jillian. Oh and in case you didn't know, Jillian pwns you all. So she will do whatever listed above. Right? Yes. I will. And another reason is because i treasure this friendship a lot... a lot more than anyone can imagine.

And... he must think im extremely extremely annoying. Hahah well not everybody can deal with me. Nvm, i don't really need you as a friend :) But i was never joking about the no balls thing - i was joking to him about the joking about the no balls thing (go figure). You should get some manshit and stop being an lj (go figure again. altho it's w/o balls).

Life is a beach. Both ways. It can be good sometimes. And bad sometimes. At least i've got through the darker periods of my life... Omg so melodramatic and clichéd.

- -

Btw, WANNA GO OUT WITH THE CAFFEINES!!! !!!@@@!!!

Wahahah then i'll wear my cotton on dressss! And sa will wear her dresssss/skirt/something sa would wear! And ba will wear her blue dressss because i wanna see her in it!!!!!!111

Hahahahah and it'll be like the first actual caffeines' outing in like... months. :O

- - -

:)))

Harry Potter on Saturday... :D dress up time.

I WILL SURVIVE i am a survivor.

/ps a big thankyou to those who supported me when i needed it. you guys know who you are <3 thank you all so much frm the bottom of my heart. <3

/pps LOL. realised something very very very funny. trying to spite me? hah. so very you.

smile, it confuses people

2009-07-13T18:13:00.003+08:00

O YAY I BOUGHT MANY HAIRBANDS TODAY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY lolzz.zolzoz.

Went hub w Jessie today :) Had tons of fun being spazzy. :):))))))))

AND bought the hairbands.

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k, random!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why do they hate me. :(

Ok, serious.

I miss them but there's nothing much i can do anymore, i've tried to make the best of this situation and i tried to make things better. Maybe it didn't show but i tried, i really did.

Just a rough patch? I hope so. :(

2009-07-12T15:22:00.003+08:00

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Okay... done.

Ho-hum. Need someone to rant to.

2009-07-12T12:43:00.001+08:00

Updated wishlist wehehe

i'm not sure what's truly altruistic

2009-07-11T19:57:00.004+08:00

Hello, sorry for the post drought. Can't be bothered, really.

To save all you dear readers the pain of viewing this drought-y blog, i shalt put up my hiatus skin soon. :)

Okay, quick updates.

Lost my dearest Cs... don't speculate. Was initially melancholy over the matter. Had a good talk with Xinping (thanks dearie. really appreciated it :)) and yes, let it go... Sorry Cs, but you were the ones who forsook me.
Bought 2 dresses and brown flats from Cotton On, and omg the dresses are mega mega mega mega heartzzzz!
And to _, you should at least make a conscientious effort to find out why people detest you so much. But maybe it's just not your "type of thing"; you need balls. :\ Good luck...?

Done.

I hate sit-ups btw. And i want a neeeeeeu tennis racket!

Kay kayz, bai people. YAY IT'S STARTING TO RAIN HARTZZ<333!!

2009-07-06T18:25:00.003+08:00

Hello life.

I cooked my own dinner yesterday, oh wow.

Currently into Habbo again because of my brother...

& I think i'm moving to LJ.

-

Stolen from Jeremy's.

I am 106.56% obsessed with music. (how is that possible? btw, linkin park = SO NOT ALT.)

Be honest people! If you really have never heard of them. Don't mark it.
ALTERNATIVE:
[x] Breaking Benjamin
[x] Paramore
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[x] Linkin Park
[x] The Academy Is...
[x] Coldplay
[ ] Three Days Grace
[x] Yellowcard
[x] 30 Seconds to Mars
[ ] Chevelle

TOTAL SO FAR = 8

COUNTRY:
[x] Rascal Flatts
[x] Carrie Underwood
[x] Leanne Rhymes
[ ] Garth Brooks
[x] Dixie Chicks
[ ] Kenny Chesney
[ ] Tim McGraw
[x] Faith Hill
[x] Shania Twain
[x] Johnny Cash

TOTAL SO FAR = 15

EMO:
[x] Hawthorne Heights
[ ] Chiodos
[ ] Forgive Durden
[ ] Amber Pacific
[x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[ ] From First to Last
[ ] Senses Fail
[x] Underoath
[ ] Something Corporate
[x] Hit The Lights
[ ] Dear Whoever

TOTAL SO FAR = 18

INDIE:
[ ] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[x] Death Cab for Cutie
[x] Dashboard Confessional
[x] The Killers
[x] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[ ] Hot Hot Heat
[x] Gym Class Heroes
[x] Franz Ferdinand
[ ] Modest Mouse

TOTAL SO FAR = 24

METAL:
[x] Slipknot
[ ] System of a Down
[ ] Disturbed
[x] Metallica
[x] Guns n' Roses
[ ] Lamb of God
[ ] Slayer
[ ] Hatebreed
[ ] Killswitch Engage

TOTAL SO FAR = 27

POP:
[x] Teddy Geiger
[x] Ashlee Simpson
[x] Kelly Clarkson
[x] Jesse McCartney
[x] Avril Lavigne
[x] Pink
[x] The Veronicas
[x] Daniel Powter
[x] James Blunt
[x] Natasha Bedingfield
[x] Ryan Cabrera

TOTAL SO FAR = 38

POWERPOP/PUNK:
[x] Hellogoodbye
[x] Cute is What We Aim for
[ ] Cartel
[x] The Click Five
[x] Fall Out Boy
[ ] Rise Against
[x] Good Charlotte
[x] Bowling for Soup
[x] Relient K
[ ] Anti - Flag
[x] Simple Plan

TOTAL SO FAR= 46

RAP:
[ ] Ying Yang Twins
[x] T.I.
[x] Eminem
[ ] 2pac
[x] Jamie Foxx
[x] Ludacris
[ ] Lil' Jon
[x] Outkast
[x] 50 Cent
[x] Kanye West
[ ] Notorious B.I.G
[x] Young Jeezy

TOTAL SO FAR = 54

SKA:
[ ] reel big fish
[ ] The Specials
[ ] MAD Caddies
[ ] Rancid
[ ] The Aquabats
[ ] Sublime
[x] No Doubt
[ ] Madness
[ ] Operation Ivy
[x] Bob Marley

TOTAL SO FAR= 56

ROCK:
[x] Taking Back Sunday
[x] All American Rejects
[ ] Motion City Soundtrack
[x] Avenged Sevenfold
[x] Angels and Airwaves
[x] Evanescence
[x] My Chemical Romance
[ ] Drowning Pool
[x] Green Day
[x] Blink 182
[x] Madina Lake

TOTAL SO FAR = 65

CLASSIC ROCK :
[x] The Beatles
[x] Led Zeppelin
[x] The Rolling Stones
[x] The Cure
[x] The Who
[x] Pink Floyd
[x] Jimi Hendrix
[x] Queen
[ ] Van Halen
[ ] Poison
[x] ACDC

TOTAL = 74

multiply your answer by 144
and then divide it by 100

then repost with: I am _% obsessed with music.

2009-07-04T15:42:00.000+08:00

You are going to completely annihilate every single trace of my existence.

2009-07-03T20:37:00.003+08:00

Disappointed... Even though i know you really hate me to be, at you. And you think that you shouldn't be responsible, right. 'Cause who asked me to put my trust, my faith, in you anyway, huh. Obviously not you.

But really, you've been falsely leading me on, into thinking we were really friends, and that i could count on you... Then you just toss me ever-so-brutally aside, just like that.

I've been trying not to care, like "well since he doesn't care, i shouldn't too."

But seriously, you did mean alot to me, and what you told me...

Ah, never mind. It is simply not worth it to so through so much exasperation and despondency over a guy.

Trust me to overreact, right...?

Well, you can also trust me to pretend everything that happened didn't.

somewhere we went wrong; our love is like a song, but you won't sing along

2009-07-03T16:35:00.002+08:00

Omfg yay guess what Ba broke up with _!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wah, so fhappy for her pleasezz!!!!!!!!!! :-DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Told you that you had to give her some space, (luzer) :)

Srsly owned, :}

-

Happy day! :):)

Cuz' yesterday's problems have been resolved, :)! (the major ones)

& ate pesto pasta today :) Y'know, the green-ish veg-ish one. Friggin' nice :DDDDD Oh, and my aunt made the pesto sauce. :0

Kk, and eating pizza for dinner, great or what?!?!?!?!?!?!!?1 :D

- -

Quiz from Sherilyn.

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 films, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 239 films on this list. Copy this list, go to your own Facebook account, paste this as a note. Then, put x's next to the films you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click post at the bottom. Have fun.

Teen/ Romance:
(x) The Cinderella Story
( ) Another Cinderella Story
(x) Step Up
(x) Step Up 2
(x) High School Musical
( ) High School Musical 2
( ) High School Musical 3
( ) Hannah Montana Movie
(x) Enchanted
( ) Sydney White
Total: 5

(x) She's the Man
(x) Licensed to Wed
( ) The Break-up
(x) 13 going on 30
(x) 27 Dresses
( ) P.s I Love You
(x) Made of Honour
(x) What Happens in Vegas
(x) Get Smart
( ) The Princess Brides
Total: 12

( ) Camp Rock
( ) Wild Child
( ) Ella Enchanted
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Hotel For Dogs
( ) Just Married
(x) Freaky Friday
Total: 17

( ) The Hot Chick
( ) Sleepover
( ) Confessions Of a Shopaholic
( ) Twilight
( ) Nancy Drew
(x) The Devil Wears Prada
( ) No Reservations
( ) Perfect Man
( ) Australia
( ) Never Been Kissed
Total: 18

Comedy/Humour:
(x) Yes Man
( ) Bedtime Stories
(x) The Pink Panther
( ) The Pink Panther 2
( ) Marley & Me
( ) Cheetah Girls
( ) Cheetah Girls 2
( ) Bratz
( ) Haunted Mansion
(x) Mall Cop
Total: 21

( ) The 40-year-old virgin
(x) Night at the Museum
(x) Night at the Museum 2
(x) Evan Almighty
(x) Bruce Almighty
(x) White Chicks
( ) Neverending Story
( ) Meet the Spartans
(x) Meet the Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
Total: 28

( ) Scream
( ) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
( ) Scary Movie
( ) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4
( ) American Pie
( ) American Pie 2
( ) American Pie Band Camp
Total: 28

Adventures:
(x) Harry Potter 1: The Sorcerer’s Stone
(x) Harry Potter 2: The Secret Chamber
(x) Harry Potter 3: Prisoner of Azkaban
(x) Harry Potter 4: Goblet of Fire
(x) Harry Potter 5: Order of Phoenix
(x) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
(x) Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
(x) Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian
Total: 38

(x) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(x) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(x) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
(x) Indiana Jones and the Crystal Skull
(x) The Mummy
(x) The Mummy 2
(x) The Mummy 3
( ) Journey to the Centre of Earth
( ) City of Ember
( ) Finding Neverland
Total: 45

(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At World's end.
(x) X-Men
(x) X-2
(x) X-3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
(x) Spider Man 3
( ) King Kong
Total: 54

(x) Hellboy
(x) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
(x) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
(x) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
(x) Underdog
(x) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(x) Bat Man- The Dark Knight
Total: 64

Action/ Thriller
(x) The Matrix
(x) The Matrix Reloaded
(x) The Matrix Revolutions
(x) Terminator
(x) Terminator 2
(x) Terminator 3
( ) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
(x) Ocean’s Thirteen
(x) Casino Royale 007
Total: 72

(x) Bourne Identity
(x) Bourne Supremecy
(x) Underworld
(x) Butterfly Effect
( ) Death Note
( ) Death Note 2
(x) Death Note 3: L Change the world
(x) Resident Evil 1
(x) Resident Evil 2
(x) I, Robot
Total: 80

(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2
(x) Rush Hour 3
(x) Mission Impossible 1
(x) Mission Impossible 2
(x) Mission Impossible 3
(x) I am Legend
(x) Predator I
(x) Predator II
( ) Signs
Total: 89

Horror:
( ) Saw
( ) Saw II
( ) Saw III
( ) Saw IV
( ) Saw V
(x) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
( ) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
Total: 90

( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
(x) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Child's Play
(x) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
Total: 92

( ) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
() The Haunted Apartment
( ) Siren
( ) Silent Hill
(x) The Mask
(x) Son of The Mask
( ) Alone
(x) Omen
( ) House Of Wax
Total: 95

( ) The Eye
( ) The Eye 2
( ) Shutter
( ) When the Stranger calls
( ) The Fog
( ) The Orphanage
( ) The Skulls
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
Total: 95

Cartoons:
(x) Lilo & Stitch
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
(x) Madagascar
( ) Madagascar 2
(x) Kung Fu Panda
(x) Bolt
(x) Wall-E
(x) Monster Inc
(x) Shark Tale
Total: 104

(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
(x) Shrek 3
(x) Finding Nemo
(x) ET
(x) Cars
(x) Ratatouille
(x) Toy Story
(x) Toy Story 2
(x) The Incredibles
Total: 114

Inspirational:
(x) Little Miss Sunshine
( ) I Am Sam
( ) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Coach Carter
( ) The Last Dance
( ) To Kill A Mocking Bird
( ) Conrack
( ) Midnight Sun
( ) Little Black Book
(x) Hotel Rwanda
Total: 117

Classics:
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Titanic
(x) Romeo & Juliet
(x) Frankenstein
( ) A Midsummer's Night Dream
Total: 121

sub-total: 121
Wtf, The Mask & Son of The Mask is not a horror movie kk.

GTA now, lolzzz.

despondency

2009-07-02T13:47:00.006+08:00

Jessie cleared my mind two days ago.

So if it's me that's supposed to be sorry... Well, sorry. I never meant it.

But you should've...

Okay. I'll stop blaming you. Sorry again, and i still miss you.

-

Life's just not going for me right now. People are not there anymore. Starting to miss the old selves of some people. And of course, still missing the old you.

...

On a lighter note, thank you Xin Ping & Jessie, for everything.

tonight i'll lie awake, feeling empty

2009-06-30T20:27:00.002+08:00

Firstly, TAG ME YOU BZTCHESSSSSSSS!

Please? O^O (big eyes)

C:0

Secondly, there is a fine line between stingy and thrifty, and let me tell you, honey, you're STINGY.

Thirdly, hatezz you to the KORRRRRRR you bastard.

Fourthly, I HARRRTZXS DHURRGAH.<33 XOX. C:

Sixthly, i told you i'm good at maths.

2009-06-28T16:11:00.002+08:00

Kk, so this post is about my paternal grandmother. Yeah, you may say that ohhhhhh, you're so darn lucky to have her, mine died but screw it, she's so biased and annoyingly judgmental, and not that her judgement was that good anyways.

So the other day I woke up and changed out of my PJs. My parents were already at work.

I opened the door and combed my hair. There she sat on the sofa @ the balcony beside my brother. Upon seeing me, she said, (to my brother)

"Princess finally awake ah! See her long hair. Everyday sweep the floor sure got alot of hair! Eeyerh, so ugly. Sure no brains one."

(not the exact words, duh, but just what i think she said.)

My brother laughed, of course.

Yah so, i laughed too. (i mean like what the hell do you expect me to do, swear like the hooligan she thinks i am at her?)

Huh. Imagine your grandmother said that to you.

And yes, it obviously ruined my whole damn day. Well, aren't we just a ray of fucking sunshine?

>:-@

And just now, she called me over (my parents were sleeping):

"Eh princess, come over here. Have you read any books? Of course not. (turns her head to the side in disgust. turns back to face me)"

I interrupted, quite insulted, "I have! Of course i have."

She ignored me and continued,

"How's your school? I bet it's lousy. You better study!"

I shot back, "I got 3rd in class!"

"Ha! Show me the report book!"

"It's not with me. My teacher has it. They return it only after exams and take it back after a day"

(ignores)"Your class is the worst class, right?"

"No...."

"Then what? A, B, or C class? I'm sure there is a best class or worst class!"

"Our school doesn't sort out the classes. Only in Sec 3, they will"

"(yeahhh, as IF look)Huh! Last time i used to teach the worst class..." etc etc

--

Thanks alot, okay. I frickin' got 5 A1s last term.

And she never questions my brother. He's always the smartass one what. The one always reading the million stacks of books right? Because he's in Hwa Chong. The best school. You're only in Anderson. I don't know what in the fuck is that school. Must be bullshit lousy!

Yah right, he's having helluva time with WoW now. You think he's doing a project? You think he's reading a book? Right.

Whatever my brother says is true. Whatever i say is mosquito crap. Whatever he does is angelic. Whatever i do is princess-y.

Yah so i'm the f'ed up, wild, ugly one who is stupid like a mule cuz i have long hair and went for a class barbeque?

Always siding with my brother. Even when he's wrong. And when you know he is very, very obviously wrong, you shut up. You don't even admit, yeah, Jillian is right. Nicholas is wrong. You can't fucking bear to.

You think i have sex with guys, like how my maid thinks, right? Just because she said i have a boyfriend, which i don't, like come ON like fucking hell, no guys can even stand TALKING to me. (right F? W? J?)

I can't believe you. I really can't. I cannot swear at you. Obviously i won't. I won't ever, even though sometimes you make me want to call you a fucking BITCH. But i don't. I won't even type it out. (no, the previous swear was figurative.)

Oh, and she did say i was wild, when i was getting ready for the BBQ. She was like, aiyo, you're so wild ah.

GARGH.

Tennis now, urgh k yah whatevs.

2009-06-26T14:30:00.005+08:00

Yowzazs.

Happy Belated to:

YILE (25 June)
WEILING (24 June)
YINYAN (24 June)

:D

6F'07 BBQ yesterday was fun-ish C: which was good cuz i expected it to be boring shit.

Some pixzzz here:

(abv) Yong Chin, Clarence.

(abv) Nicole, Ke Xin

(abv) Gladys and epic Evian

(abv)(L to R) Clarence, Eugene Mok, Yu Xuan, Evian, Gladys bbqing

(abv)(R to L) Mok and Clarence trying to do a cross with the marshmallows on the stick. And Yong Chin blocking his face.

(abv) Nicole & I, yes i know my hair is screwed, so is my face, arghzzz

(abv) Kexin and I. I must admit i did not have a very good face/hair day at all.

(abv) East Coast Park's beach shore. Superbly horrendous compared to Redang's nice sandy beaches.

Kk, sooo i'm bored. :0

No motivation to blog nice stuff which will make you wanna read every other day, sorry huns.

Hmmm, haaa, hmmm huuuu hmmmm.

Oh yeah, my pops stroke (?) the LOTTERYYYY on Mondayyy!!!!!! LOLLLL.

1st prize!!! SRSLY. The number is 8220, our new car's number. LUCKY SHIATZ. But only got 7k cuz he only placed $2 for betting D:

we're crashing cars we used to share

2009-06-25T12:33:00.002+08:00

Hay kiddos, bbq with 6F'07 later, o:

So much is happening in my life but i just dont know how to type it out, ...:o

Kk, whatevs again.

the taste of your lips says we shouldn't have met like...

2009-06-24T17:10:00.002+08:00

Hi shitheads, miss me?

Yah i know this is a recycled blogskin but HECK you do want me to continue posting don't you?1?@!?@?!????1

K, whatever lah, i think i should change back to my hiatus blogskin. Votes?

2009-06-23T13:53:00.002+08:00

No extended holidays, HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I:D hehehehhehshhhzxhxhwehehhhehshhxhz

I think it's really boring posting here.

Bye, everyone.

2009-06-22T10:16:00.003+08:00

Btw,

Click here and then find The House (WARNING) and click on the link :D

Warning: Be very very very prepared.

2009-06-22T09:37:00.002+08:00

Sleptover on the weekend in cuz's house AGAIN because gramps from malaysia aren't coming over to our place anymore :(

No pictures this time, only interesting part is that i slept from 4am-7am, which is 3 hours :D ugh.

And uncle ordered pizza hut at like 12mn, hahah.

- -

James McAvoy is like the hottest, no?

Kk whatevs he looks like he's got major eyebags in that picture, but just watch Penelope and you'll be gushing over him, LOL.

2009-06-17T19:49:00.004+08:00

Hello deariez, :)

Back from cuzzin's house :))))))))) (i sleptover)

kk hereeeeeeee's whatevs.

Tuesday
Shopping with CHELSEA/cuz at Far East. Met her and our yeye (he wanted to meet his friend (?)) at Bugis then decided to go to far east to shop instead, cuz his friend was there.

So, bought:
- Purple hairband
- Grey postman cap w/ black victorian prints :0!!!!! << friggin' shit nice!!!!!!
- Jaune Tunic w/ a rocker printed on it
- Striped tank
- Brown-ish tartan-ish-ish shorts
- Rocking horse necklace

:DDDDZXZX.ZXZ.X.Z.X.Z..X

I think i spent $60, heheheehehehhe.

Chelsea spent like, $100 over kkkk. 0: Cuz of the Funcdeko shirt.

Then went back to her house and sleptover :D and mah brother too.

Played monopoly with the 3 of them (cuz, bro, cuz's bro (my cuz too)) and i OWNED SHIT KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. Darren (other cuzzin, chelsea's brother) won in the end cuz i landed on his frickin' Parliament house where he built like 3 houses, and lost like 14k.

Some camwhore piccccccciez with cuzzie.
(note: the zippy shirt is chelsea's and it's the expensivah funcdeko shirt :) everything we're wearing was bought from dah shoppingzxz)

/ps LAZY ROTATE HAHAHAHA

Today
Bro and i stayed at cuzzie's til 5+ and went hommah.

- - - -

2009-06-12T17:52:00.002+08:00

Yah so, my hairband as promised :B and a picture of me and sa in sangeetha's house, lol acting like spazzes.

you're shit out of your luck

2009-06-12T08:44:00.006+08:00

Holiday Homework:

CE
~~Literature~~
English
~~SRP~~

Work
~~Science research 1 2 3~~
~~Maths HW on new topic~~
~~Maths June Holiday Assignment~~
D&T Research (wtfrig)
Maths Simultaneous Eqns thing 1 2

Kk, looks like progress is slowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

Seems like i've been doing air homework. ?!?! Nothing materializes. Considering striking off SRP since Allan the bitch does not want to find the frigging urine components.

Kk, striked. Nothing we can do except get our own urine, which is ?!?!?!

Literature is gonna be doneeeeee today woohoo.

Contemplating starting on Science research, help anyone? T-T

/edit

YAY DONE SCIENCE RESEARCH YAYZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ <3333333333

hahahhaa i'm like proshiat.

//edit

lit done, weetzzz

dogshit... dresses.

2009-06-11T20:34:00.003+08:00

Extract of a conversation between * and me:

*
when u give him one more chance.

*
he throw away

*
then expect YOU to GIVE HIM ONE MORE without HIM begging.

*
just live without him,more peace.

Jillian. says: (PM 08:40)
ugh, yeah. irritating kkk. and i even wanted to tell you to forgive him. wtf.

Jillian. says: (PM 08:40)
i'm starting to srsly think so.

*
think what.

*
LOL.

Jillian. says: (PM 08:41)
lol.

Jillian. says: (PM 08:41)
think that,

Jillian. says: (PM 08:41)
it's more peaceful to live without him.

*
YES.

*
it is!!

*
no more anger from a guy

Jillian. says: (PM 08:42)
yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. argh he makes me high blood wtffrrrrrrrrrrig

Well suck your birthday tmrw, i srsly can't be bothered. Thought you cared... Turns out you don't and you fucking never will. And you raise my blood pressure like crazy - that's not a good thing.

- - -

FEP with Mummeh today, hee. :D

Bought 2 max&more dresses, pretty shiatttttttzzzzzzzz!

And also this chioass hairband, :) Took a picture but brother brought my Macbook to "social gathering BBQ at friend's condominium", so cannot upload :(

Pomg my brother went for gathering with friends zomgzomsOZmomzomgomzoAZZZZ :0!

Big deal becuz it's the first time he's going to meet his friends, really! (he's sec 4)

KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKZ, luv u alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll ESPECIALLY kandy and except for bastardwhosayshe'sobsessedbuthereallycan'tbebothered and josephirritatingshit. lolzzzzzz.

2009-06-10T19:24:00.002+08:00

http://www.andersonsec.moe.edu.sg/ebook/upload/10575f_une%20Vacation%20Assignment%20(2E%20Science).pdf

knnbccb.

And i fucking, fucking, fucking hate Irene Allan and im not even fucking kidding.

2009-06-09T21:38:00.002+08:00

Found this on Daisy's blog. Her parents are 8% strict, omgz.

My parents are 60% strict. (no lor, they're like 200%. this quiz is so not accurate!)

[ ] You have to make your bed every day.
[x] You have to do chores.
[x] You have a time that you have to get off the phone and computer.
[ ] You have a bedtime.
[x] You have to earn your money.
[ ] You can't have friends over unless your room is clean.
[x] You can't have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] You can't be friends with someone unless your parents know them.

TOTAL SO FAR: 4

[ ] You can't go shopping by yourself.
[x] Your dad tells you what to wear.
[x] You have to look for "good deals" on clothes, otherwise you can't buy it.

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[x] You get grounded for stupid things.
[x] You have a time limit for the computer/video games/tv. (when they're around)
[x] You have to get along with your sibling(s) otherwise you get grounded. (sometimes)
[x] You have to share your room.

TOTAL SO FAR: 10

[x] You have to ask to go to a party/friends house a few days in advance.
[x] You can't go anywhere without a parent/adult.
[x] You can't stay home alone.
[x] You have a babysitter. (maid)

TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[ ] You're not allowed to have a tv/gaming system in your room.
[ ] You can't be on the computer without someone watching your every move.
[ ] You can't have a door in your bedroom.

TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[x] Your parents get mad if you don't want to do something simple that they ask.
[ ] You can't swim without an adult watching you.
[ ] You can't have a friend of the opposite sex over, unless they are family.

TOTAL SO FAR: 15

Multiply by 4
and title it: My Parents are ___% strict

2009-06-09T18:06:00.004+08:00

Hai kidz. Yes im back, duh. Pichas another day.

Holiday Homework:

CE
Literature
English
SRP

Work
Science research 1 2 3
Maths HW on new topic
~~Maths June Holiday Assignment~~
D&T Research (wtfrig)

Wtfh >:C

Ugh, why must mammeh take leave tmrw and Thursday??????? There's Escape & Far East on Thursday. :C (i know escape is boring, shhhhhh)

My aircon is noisy.

/ps what the vuck is wrong with joseph??!!!!?

drunk on water

2009-06-05T20:11:00.002+08:00

Ohh, help. I freaking need to shit but the shit can't freaking get out, what the zzzz!

FYI i was the sickest yesterday, but today was better.

Shar and Sa destroyed my day by telling me that my eyekandy was ________________. I'm sorry... but fuck both of you :C

Forced XP to lie to me, thankfully she did, fanks xp.

Blah, hope my trip to Thailand tmrw will make me forget everything... C:

Okay cya kidzzzzzz. Miss me!!!!!! (especially you eyekandy, hawhaw -_-)

i hope like hell you're waiting, waiting

2009-06-03T17:07:00.001+08:00

Was reading my archives, and at quite a few posts i was going all, "What in the FUCK were you thinking, posting all those?!"

Got banned from Diablo, again.

lolzzzzz.

2009-06-02T16:30:00.002+08:00

Bloody hell, i've been banned from Diablo [Battlenet]!!!!!! D:<>:C

Storytellers' workshop shit was damn sucky. Dhurrgah & I wasted our time there. Viewed ATL vids on youtube, hot!

No idea what to do, hmph.

i love love

2009-06-01T17:21:00.001+08:00

hay luzerzzxzzxsdzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

My eyes hurt @_@

_.

caught up in the moment, but not in the right way

2009-05-30T20:22:00.003+08:00

Hello suckas.

Went out w/ Angela, Esther, Junwei, Raj, Clarence, Weijie to J8 today.

Played arcade for a while, then...

Watched Night at the Museum: Battle of the Smithsonian (aka Night at the Museum 2).

Show was kinda boring. Plus we sat at the 2nd row from the screen which sucked, cuz we had a neckache after the show. And i sat alone ( :( ) because there were only 6 seats in one row, rarz.

Then we took neoprints w/o Weijie, and we sabotaged _ & _ quite a few times. >:D

Kk that's all. Tmr's there's theatre trip, wooh. And buffet lunch w/ dad's croniez.

/ps discovered that i did mess up sms to eyekandy

ambitious

2009-05-29T20:39:00.003+08:00

I'm happy, because i did it. :)

Although there wasn't any reply, i sent it. I never thought i would, and bam, i sent it. :)

So i will never have to go, "Should i message eyekandy???? Nahhhhhhhh. So paisey." again.

Feels good!!!!!!!!! <3333

Thank you Laopo Jessie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (will forward you if a miracle happens :D)

2009-05-26T19:09:00.001+08:00

Hello.

You, yes you, are such a hippo fag.

H I P P O F A G

And Ariel agrees too.

that's where you'll find me

2009-05-26T08:15:00.003+08:00

And when we get so close, so close to making everything fine again...

2009-05-26T08:15:00.001+08:00

this is how we'll dance when, when they try to take us down

2009-05-25T19:34:00.006+08:00

Fuck, i really got a fucking B3 for english. Fuck.

- - -

Do i have to scream at you? ~~Can't you just acknowledge my presence? urgh never mind. i suppose it still doesn't matter.~~

do you think about me now and then? i'm comin' home again.

2009-05-23T11:30:00.004+08:00

Here are my MYE marks so far:

A1
Maths
Literature
Geography
History (should be)

A2
none

B3
English (should be)

B4
Science
Art (B3?)

C5
HCL

- -

Adammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. :(

Oh but Kris is so cute <3

hot + emo = hotemo = luv

2009-05-19T18:56:00.004+08:00

Had this urge to blog, then when i got here, not really...

There really should be more hotemo-appearance guys in Singapore (with nice faces), right Ba, Agi & Twin?

Saw this emo hair dude at Marina Barrage (lol) today, and oh my lord he was smokin' kk. Agi, Ba and i were like OMGHOTBASTARDALERT Until...

HIS FACE APPEARED!!!!!!!!!! gasp

He was ugly. We were fricking shocked as hell. AND DEVASTATED :((((((((((((

Screw. Then he walked past our group and snapped a picture like while walking. Weird much?

Kk so we got over him (except Twin) and prayed for more pleasant-er surprises.

SO..... Guys, listen up.

You must look hotemo to get any girls from anywhere herd that???????????!!!!!!!!

You should look like this:

This is Alex Gaskarth, the man on my LG Cookie's wallpaper. YES I KNOW HOT. :DDDDDDDDDDD!

Oh yeah, i bought a pink LG Cookie.

(ignore the woman pls)

Why pink? There wasn't any other colours left. Btw, i quite dislike pink, it makes me seem so un-Jillian :(

Kk it's nice though! Haha.

/ps like everyone saw my eyekandy except me, wtf!

for you, no thank you

2009-05-13T20:44:00.004+08:00

This is a draft on my phone, dedicated to someone.

"
I thought you were different. Someone, a guy, i could tell everything to without getting judged. Like anytime. Not only when you liked the girl, but when she needs you.

You really don't have to weave intricate excuses to cover up the fact that you just can't stand me, now that you've got someone else. -removed due to sensitive content- And I honestly believed that that would have been you. Well i guess i was wrong.

All i wanted was just a decent reply. It is because you lost your interest in me? So much for my previous impressions of you. To tell the truth, i relied on you quite a fair bit. But you just walked away, and i just kinda crashed.

And that sms you sent, i guess you typed the wrong contact in huh. 'Cause when i replied, you probably went all, "Fuck, i sent this to JILLIAN? Omg what is wrong with me? I should not reply to her cuz she's so irritating and all, and i really can't be bothered to talk to her though apparently my life was void and meaningless and i could really use some friends... but not Jillian of course. Cuz i obviously wouldn't be in the least bit interested in any form of interaction with that girl i'm totally bored of. What a waste of time it would be." I'm sure.

It's just that, you were so important to me. And you still are. -removed due to repetition- So the simplest thing is just to toss me aside. Well, thanks alot then.

I miss the old _. I really do.
"

ps i still need you there for me, _. but does it even matter to you anymore?

2009-05-13T13:14:00.001+08:00

Back!

Honestly, blogging is getting boring. I'm gonna diablo, omgsofun. :D

hiatus/EYEKANDY'S NUMBER

2009-05-05T17:23:00.002+08:00

My blog izzzzzzzzz deadddddd :{

Oh btw.........

I'VE GOT HIS NUMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAAAA. Thank you Sharmine :DDDDDD

But there's nothing productive i can actually do with it, really...

Eatmythongs on HIATUS

Someday...

2009-04-30T20:01:00.001+08:00

...i will get his email, and his number.

...i will talk to him.

...we will get together.

someday, yeah.

2009-04-26T15:00:00.000+08:00

Nothing to blog about:)

Good luck for MYEs all.

2009-04-22T21:43:00.004+08:00

Hayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy bxtches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Btw, ATC SENIORS I WILL MISS YOU LIKE FUCK!@#!@R%#$%@#$$@%$#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:((((((((((((((((((((((

Today was ATC's AGM'09 (A Great Meeting. No lah. Annual General Meeting. hhahah).

AAANDDDDDD we had sec 4 to 3 handover :)(

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, will miss seniorssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

:{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

2009-04-21T17:12:00.002+08:00

Fuck, i hate playing the piano just for exams.

I really hate that feeling of just playing for the sake of playing. To get a distinction or high distinction or some fuck.

It's so... stressful. Like if you get a note wrong or something you'd be like, motherchudmotherchudmotherchud.

Nothing to bitch about. Bleagh, blogging is getting boring.

honestly

2009-04-16T19:45:00.011+08:00

YAY FOR CHOIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha, GOLD WITH HONOURS, no joke kkkkk! :DDDDDDDDDDD

Random extracts of a conversation with XP, hahah.

Jillian. says:
u know why

Jillian. says:
because

Jillian. says:
u like peanut butter

[c=#C0C0C0][u][b]XIN PING,[/b][/u][/c] says:
... cuz u sux

[c=#C0C0C0][u][b]XIN PING,[/b][/u][/c] says:
so?......

Jillian. says:
evojgbv90wuer

Jillian. says:
so

[c=#C0C0C0][u][b]XIN PING,[/b][/u][/c] says:
??

Jillian. says:
i dont have printer

[c=#C0C0C0][u][b]XIN PING,[/b][/u][/c] says:
LOLOOOOL.L wad the shit..

[c=#C0C0C0][u][b]XIN PING,[/b][/u][/c] says:
but i will spread peanut butterXDDD

[c=#C0C0C0][u][b]XIN PING,[/b][/u][/c] says:
i mean the LOVE of pbXDDDD

Jillian. says:
hahaha

Jillian. says:
LOL.

Jillian. says:
SPREAD PEANUT BUTTER.

Jillian. says:
on where?

Jillian. says:
BREAD LAH.

Jillian. says:
hahahahhahaha

[c=#C0C0C0][u][b]XIN PING,[/b][/u][/c] says:
LOLLool

[c=#C0C0C0][u][b]XIN PING,[/b][/u][/c] says:
on my moulded breadXDD

[c=#C0C0C0][u][b]XIN PING,[/b][/u][/c] says:
serious. the mould on my bread for srp is damn gay larh

Jillian. says:
HAAA

Jillian. says:
hahahha

Jillian. says:
i didn't know it was possible for mould to become tranvestites.

[c=#C0C0C0][u][b]XIN PING,[/b][/u][/c] says:
lolz

[c=#C0C0C0][u][b]XIN PING,[/b][/u][/c] says:
wads tranvestites?

Jillian. says:
LOL.

Jillian. says:
transexual guys

[c=#C0C0C0][u][b]XIN PING,[/b][/u][/c] says:
ok... i dun get it.

Jillian. says:
gays LAH

[c=#C0C0C0][u][b]XIN PING,[/b][/u][/c] says:
LOLOL.

[c=#C0C0C0][u][b]XIN PING,[/b][/u][/c] says:
OH.

From this conversation you can see that Jiao Xin Ping is, sadly, spastic.

HOTEL 626

2009-04-14T19:09:00.004+08:00

Hahahaha hello, just finished with HOTEL 626666666 (hotel626.com)

:DDDDDDDDDDDD

Hahaha i'm LAALALAL or smth,:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I played everything except "Sing me a lullaby", the music box part, cuz i didn't know how. hahahaa.

Not that scary lahhhh (Sharmine).

Wehehe. Played with Lorna standing nearby until the 6th stage (Madman stage). Then she was like, WHAT GHOST LAH, AIYO. Lulzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Blahblahblah.

2009-04-14T17:30:00.004+08:00

Typical day, z.

Really nothing to blog about, can't blog about much anyway.

I want an "NYP clique" gathering sooooooooooon. Hahah. Being around them is soso fun :D

Btw, it's not a clique 'formed by people in Nanyang Polytechnic' lah, duh. We are people who go to NYP to 1. exchange ghost stories 2. exchange urban legends 3. gossip slanderously, etc.

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

WANNA GO NYP? hahhaa.

2009-04-13T20:47:00.003+08:00

you should really see my phone sometime, and anyway,

i don't know what to make up of life anymore, and i think being on the computer is just depressing, bah.

i think i should just throw away this MacBook, any takers?

oh, nonsense.

2009-04-12T17:13:00.004+08:00

"Sucks not knowing what exactly is making you tired but then finding out that it's everything, sigh."

(extract of a conversation with someone)

A quiz nao, i'm too tired to think of anything else.

below 40 = Not Girly
above 40 = Girlie
above 55 = Paris Hilton

[ ] My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted.
[ ] During the summer pretty much the only shoes I wear are flip flops.
[x] My favorite toy as a child were barbies.
[ ] My favorite color is pink or purple.
[x] I took dance.
[x] I love skirts/shorts.
[x] Shops at the mall
[x] Tight jeans are the only jeans Ill wear
[x] I love chocolate

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[x] I straighten(ed) my hair.
[x] I have at least 8 facebook pictures.
[x] I usually go shopping once a week.
[x] I love to hang out with friends.
[x] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace.
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon.
[x] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim.
[x] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] I watch(ed) either The OC, Laguna Beach OR Desperate Housewives.
[ ] I change my profile weekly.
[x] I have worn a shower cap.

TOTAL SO FAR: 15

[ ] I would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic.
[x] My cell phone might as well become a part of me.
[ ] I wear mascara everyday.
[x] I've been or am on a diet.
[ ] Bathing suits are adorable.
[ ] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] Tattoos are gross.
[x] I have gotten my nails done.
[ ] I own over 10 purses.
[ ] MuchMusic is my one of my favorite channels.

TOTAL SO FAR: 18

[x] I like to talk about boys. (:
[x] I love to have other people do my hair.
[x] I like to give and receive hugs from all my friends.
[x] I hate bugs.
[x] Carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season.
[x] My swimsuit has 2 pieces.
[x] I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor.
[x] Musicians are hot
[x] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours.

TOTAL SO FAR: 27

[x] I'm self-conscious.
[x] I cry often.
[ ] My room smells like vanilla
[x] My dishes get washed more then once a week.
[ ] I don't do sports
[ ] I HATE to run
[ ] I squeal when I am surprised
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack.
[x] Has seen and read Twilight series.
[x] Drew Barrymore is so cute.

TOTAL SO FAR: 32

[x] I love to dance.
[x] I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house
[x] My hair is important.
[x] I love to get dressed up!
[ ] Every part of my outfit needs to match.
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends.
[x] I'd love to have a photo shoot of myself
[ ] The price on clothes hardly matters.
[ ] I apply lipgloss 50 times a day.
[x] I wish I were a model.

TOTAL SO FAR: 38

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton
[x] I wanted or have been something that was slutty on Halloween.
[x] R&B is the best music.
[ ] I pop my collar.
[x] Guys with Mohawks are GROSS! (hahhahhahahahhahaha so bimbo.)
[x] Horses are beautiful
[ ] I never pay attention in school.
[x] Puppies are adorable.

TOTAL SO FAR: 43

[ ] I speak IM.
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii
[x] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] White is better than black.
[x] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black.
[x] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes.
[ ] I hate the grunge look of a beard
[x] I love flowers.

TOTAL SO FAR: 48

[x] I love to Doodle.
[ ] I love Celine Dion.
[x] My baths are 2hours long.
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned.
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[x] I like kids.
[ ] Diet drinks are the best.
[ ] I have been a vegetarian.
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonald's.

TOTAL SO FAR: 51

[ ] I check my facebook everyday.
[x] I have a lot of jewelry
[ ] Only has gold jewlery.
[ ] My screen name[s] has x's in them.
[x] One of my msn names has/had <3/♥'s in them.
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex.
[ ] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed

TOTAL: 53

LOL!!!!!!!!! okay... at least i'm not Paris.

Comparisons are easily done, once you've had a taste of perfection

2009-04-12T14:41:00.003+08:00

Back from malaysia, sigh.

Was darned boring there. No cousins went, no aunties went, it was only my family of four and Lorna. And my grandpops and grandma.

Nothing much. I don't think i'm going to update my blog all that often anymore.

(and i'm at a dead end, someone, tell me what to do.)

run the rerace

2009-04-08T19:55:00.007+08:00

Really,

pourquoi devrais je donner une baise sur ce que vous dites? (by baise you know what i mean)

So what if i'm being prissy? Do you even GET its meaning?
Anyway, you're a downright fucker kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. Like, fuck off. Fucking hell.
I don't even know why I ever thought you were my Best Male Friend, fuck, that was dumb.
Thanks for tossing me aside when you've lost interest in me yeah.
Like every other guy.
Turns out you're no different, huh?
I really counted on you to cheer me up.
Maybe i expected too much, but wasn't that what you always did?
I really don't know, k? I don't even think you give a fuck, at all. Like you ever did.
I don't think (almost) anyone does anymore.
Everyone's so caught up in their own little dreamlands.
Well anyway, "BMF", thank you soooooooooo much k:D For like destroying all the days i tried to talk to you, or whatever.
I love you alrightys! Now why not you just go on skipping around in your little piece of heaven! Prissy piece of heaven, no?

Kk, whatever. WHY AM I EVEN BOTHERING ANYMORE.

Oh lord, please just kill me.

And i'm not even PMS-ing yet. Imagine if i am. Then all of you'd have hell with this spoilt, prissy little girly all whining and yelling and screaming around.